today was okay
im doing so poorly in school
im so tired of everything
i want to jump off a building but augh
also i hate my body
i couldnt stand my boyfriend rubbing my stomach today while we were watching a movie
it just made me feel so massive
and im constantly stuck between wanting to starve myself so i can be skinny again
and trying to recover
i just dont know what would cause more suffering on my part
ok that sounds stupid to you probably
but
i think id rather be miserable than fat
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